merry christmas from me and a lot of sparkling lights over the city of panama! and hope you had a lovely day even if you weren’t celebrating anything at all. xo.

not the worst thing to wake up to ;)

panama city, panama. my birthplace & home always.

i love panama. real smile. this is the skyline from la cresta.

last night we had the biiiiiig christmas party with all of my crazy wonderful family. had so much fun, laughed so much!

drinking seco and diet coke & waiting to get picked up to have lunch with my tia irene, camila, and darling momsers.

woke up around 10, watched CNN and caught up on some internet for the first time since Monday. it’s been a deeeeeelightful break from the world - christmas tomorrow, then the beach for the weekend+.

life in Panama is really hard ;)

lickystickypickyme:

Need to board a bird soon again.

i’ll be on two tomorrow if all goes well. also, i love this photo! oh magical planes.

rollin’ with da homies... this movie was classic.

giving in & dragging myself out into the winter slushfest for some lunch with n & shopping. have fun today!

rjdlc:

Is this what you really want to be doing right now?

edit look how ridiculous this is! THE SNOW IS UP TO THE STREETSIGN.

i tried to take pictures of this from my window but they just did not make the cut and i had to go downstairs and run around to get a good photo of this and goddamn it was just so quiet outside.

also this could be really symbolic about things going or not going your way or maybe this is just a rorschach test of my personal feelings at the moment - which is that i’m mentally exhausted from things far out of my control namely that this goddamn fucking snowbank screwed up my exam schedule and now i have to take an exam in january and i am not happy about it at all because i just wanted to be done with this semester. i have no desire to deal with anyone or anything, including but not limited to the christmas shopping i planned on doing but couldn’t as a result of this snow, packing for my trip, cleaning my apartment, putting away laundry, and that internet strangers are making demands upon me like i owe them something. false. i owe you nothing. i should say that more often: i owe you nothing, nothing, nothing. and you don’t owe me anything either. and those thoughts are kind of freeing and allow you to give a lot more since no one is requiring you to give it. or maybe i’m just really tired.

so anyways, snOMG weekend of ‘09.